today marks the 2nd month of our relationship. yippie. yay. trust me. we've gone through alot of hell during these two months together. but i've made much much much more sweet memories with her as well. she has always there for me. thank you. thank you. thank you. i'm sooooooooo looking forward to more anniversaries with her. never ending anniversaries, please? it's 3.50am in the morning to be exact and i'm not asleep. my laptop's being a bitch. it's suffering from this malware disease i think my msn is infested with virus. thus, i didn't sign in or even appear offline on msn. bby's asleep. she's so lucky to behaving her sleep now. i wish i could be having my sleep for now. i love you. i love you. i love you.

Everything seemed wrong.
From morning. night. till now.
I hope tomorrow will be a better day.
 

We are what we are and we've come a long way.  And whenever i seem not to care, the actual fact is, i do care.  And it kills ' Irritating ' is my middle name.  Well, apart from ' Ego ', ' Irritating' is. lol. Yes. Even when im wrong, I'd fight till the end. But you know, it's not that bad, I do apologise & admit my mistakes after some time.  I do feel what you feel, bey.  And we all have our flaws and im not ashamed that I do make mistakes.  There are many things that im not okay with but its okay.  You feel what I felt and I experienced what you did before. We're talking about fair treatment here.  Every thing's fine?  Good. Shuts.  And we were strong.  But now,  we're stronger.  Nobody knows that but ourselves.  I might miss those times when I had my days but where is this all going?  And then I knew. It was you. I bet yall dont know what im crapping about right? Yes i was a lad & you was a lass back then.  I didnt know there's such feelings exist till you were mine there on the 18th September 2009.  And the best thing about me is you, wanie. I know you'd be there when I need you. I just knew it had to be you. I enjoy our sweet nothings. And you know I love to make you laugh eventhough you're extremely mad at me. I love the way you try your hardest not to laugh when youre mad but you can't help it anyway.  I'm sorry for doing so, bey. You know me. I'm irritating. And I'm glad a girl like you can stand me. I bet you're the only one who could stand my crappy moments. You pamper me, love me, taught me, & so much more. That means a lot to me. You'll always be the beat within my heart. I could tell you so much more but for now, all I have is 'I love you, bey'

Okay this is how the most tragic and most horrifying thing happened to Stanley and myself. I was having a bad cough and it was blood so I needed to spit it out and so when I opened the window A FUCKING FLYING COCKROACH FLEW IN AND IT LANDED ON STANLEY'S FINGER AND THEN ON THE DOOR.  STANLEY WAS A SISSY BOY I SWEAR AND SO WAS I BUT I WAS MORE BRAVE.  We were like using the pillows as our shields and the baygon as our weapon. It kept hiding and flying everywhere i swear whenever it flew our heart skipped a beat and it beat really fast after that. Stanley was shouting in the room, he was like " OMFG, RIHYAD! JANGAN KENTAL LAH!" I WAS LIKE " KAU YG KENTAL BODOH!" HAHAHA. We took 20 mins to kill that MOFO.  My  weapon was the BAYGON while stanley's weapon was the Water spray for Ironing. HAHAHA, PATHETIC MUCH? YES WE KNOW.
thats all about our cockroach story.  HAHA

A long short post after a long break before another long break. Understand? Haha.  Well, HELLOS! . Wah, confirm you all miss me right? Haha.  I know sia. Don't lie. Okay enough.

 

 

as usual attended work alone. and i hate going to work la. hmm. imissyou. im sorry if you think it took so long. i believe i have the world most amazing gf. imissyou. when i got to know you, its totally unexpected. imissyou. and how you did not give up on me even we're not that close. its' supernatural. and when you came down to meet me cause you knew i was down. you left me speechless. imissyou. how i fell in love with you, its phenomenal. youve made everything heavy to me seems lighter than usual. imissyou. at times, youve made me laugh too loud. imissyou. and when i realise this, i know that that's the price of love. imissyou. you gave a million reasons why i should appreaciate life. i admire the way you make me feel that im your only one. imissyou. but, im just not like what you want me to be. imissyou. you expect so much from me and every little wrong move i make, you'll be affected. imissyou. well sometimes,  i feel that my wrong moves aren't wrong at all. imissyou. and when you exclaimed that i dont do this and that for you. i feel.. . i do admit i forget what you want at times. but i never did forget about you. imissyou. im so madly in love with you and you know that. and you mean alot to me. imissyou. and i dont want to see visions of you when youre gone. imissyou. im trying my best. really. i am. imissyou. so lets make what we've planned happen okay? monday, after school :D  i want us. i want you, my dear, are most priceless pocession :D  and oh yeah, little things make me happy! imissyou.